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It came upon me faster than a lightning bolt.

It blinded me, rendered me senseless, left me no ground to stand upon.

But I didn’t fall, not physically, anyway.  


It made me feel like I was drowning.

It silenced me, weighed me down, shackled my wings.

Not that I could ever fly.


It was my greatest enemy that would not be felled.

As the zombie from its resting place, the doubt clawed free.

The skeletal fingers closed over my hand and moved the cursor to the X.


Then it was done.

Another small world of mine, dead.

Another small piece of me, hollow.


The revenant nods slowly as it slides back into the rotten coffin.

“You will never be hurt.”

Its voice whispers softly from the depths of my mind as my heart bleeds. 

What a strange concept it is,
To so easily wander the paths of your mind,
Dance across the star spattered sky of your dreams,
Touch the colours of your thoughts,
See this wonderful world inside of YOU
And yet feel lost.
In reality.

Strange days it seems to me,
When you may wander among the fantastic beasts,
Slay demons with singing blades,
Spread wings of emerald and
Speak with the voice of a God-
Yet be paralyzed in a silence of fear.
In reality.

It is so strange,
That a warrior’s spirit can be so easily chained,
His aspirations cut down and red cloak left,
Tattered veins of cloth,
Stomped into the concrete of monotonous reality.
In his world he bows to no one,
Yet he falls down into dirt every day.
In reality.

How strange then is it,
When a girl with so much beauty inside of her mind,
A kindly, benevolent, shining kingdom,
Radiant with so many golden hearts,
Can yet be called ‘ugly’ and mocked
As forked tongues darken her skies
And cause her tears to fall.
In reality.
In Reality
Just a quick poem I wrote a while back, about how someone perceives their own universes in their heads and the disparity of it compared with reality. 


United Kingdom
21 year old girl from England with a love of writing & seeking great art. C:

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shenrill Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the watch! I cannot express in words how important your opinion is! :hug:
DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Tnx for the watch :la:
Fluffycola Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Caaaat thank you for the fav! uwu
I haven't spoken to you in ages, how is uni going? C:
carouselcat Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014
No problem your art is as stunning as ever! 

It has been a while- I've seen you online on neo but wasn't sure if you'd be online XD are you back there? 

It's going good I've already finished and survived my first year- had one absolutely ridiculous lecturer, but the rest has been fun! Have you finished now and graduated or one more year to go? =D & how's life in general been for ya?
Fluffycola Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aw thank you ;w;

I'm trying to get back into it, I was back for a bit around Christmas and then Flight Rising opened up and I joined and at first I thought 'meh' but now I spend so much time breeding stupid dragons OTL
Are you back there? I'm sure I remember seeing a hiatus message on your lookup at some point.

Yay!! Congrats!! :D
Hahah there's always one lecturer, everyone has one.
No, I still have one more year because I chose the 4-year course, but a lot of my friends graduated. Kind of wish I'd just graduated, not sure I can deal with another year (but on the bright side they /have/ to give me a placement so I'll get some industry experience haha)
Life's been good thank you! I'm enjoying the holidays doing nothing, going to the Lake District in a week or so, then I'm looking forward to spending my birthday money :P How's it's been going for you? c:
carouselcat Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2014
That site does look pretty XD shame about the closed phase but other than neo I seem so bad at keeping active on those sites! XD Butn dragon breeding sounds adorable!!! I'm trying to get on it/stay on it, but yeah it is sort of a hiatus thing really! I just login. check for non-existent messages then go and do something else XD Going to try and inspire some stories using them though at some point hopefully they could be good for actual stories at some point though I find it hard seeing them as people rather thn anthro neopets haha! 

Thank you! XD 
Yep even the other lecturers were getting angry at him!
Another year of escape from the real world though yus? C: got a plan set out for when you do finish fully? You can do it!!!! 

Haha I've been doing nothing this holiday, too! I had intended to try and get a summer job but that hasn't happened yet 

The Lake District's so pretty!!! & if the weather keeps up for you that will be one awesome holiday! (stock up on ice cream and sun screen first though! XD) Is your birthday coming up orrrr have I missed it? D: 

Oh aussi EA's released the Sims 2 ultimate edition for free if you want it! On Origin, click "Origin" (top left) -> "Redeem Product Code" (top of list) enter I-LOVE-THE-SIMS and confirm it has all the stuff packs and expansions, not sure how long the offer goes though, but yeah XD
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Celem Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav: on my desert tree pic :)
Luperkalia Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
moonflower  thanks so much for faving my artwork ~ I really appreciate your support and wish you a nice day! Bliss 
DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for adding Conquer your artblock to your favorites. I'm glad you like my writing :)
o0Leanna0o Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you very very much for the watch! :squee: it means a lot to me! Hug
I hope that you will like my future uploads ^u^
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